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06 May 2011 @ 10:11 pm
Sad and lonely  
WARNING: This is a ramble, so unless you're prepared, I say move on. ;)

It's very rare that I talk about my innermost feelings online but I'm heartbroken. It's something personal so I won't be telling much...
Lots of things have happened. Sometimes I question myself-- why do I always seem to embarrass myself in the most "casual" events. Well... that's me. I know I've talked about this about a billion times already but school is tough. No, correction-- teenage years are tough. I'm not going to be one of those people who can't wait to be an adult because I love being a teen but then again, it does costs you some downsides.

I was just thinking of wanting to take a break for 2 weeks off school and then in that time go off on a travel journey like I've always dreamed of doing. Go visit the Notre Dome, the Colosseum and other historical sites. That's my big-time dream: travel around the world. Of course that is fairly impossible since well given the circumstances that it would definitely cost a lot of money and my parents wouldn't be too happy about cutting off school anyway.

I guess I just wanted to get away from things. Take my mind off those painful stuffs. Don't want to deal with it. Although, eventually I have to anyway.
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Taylor Swift - Sparks Fly | Powered by Last.fm
Mishiro: sasuke & sakura | here & nowhoenn on May 6th, 2011 10:31 am (UTC)
*hugs* :( I hope that you'll feel better soon, and sometimes, it's a good thing to just ramble in your journal to let out all your fuss, 'cause eventually, you'll feel better, really~ I wish you the best of luck in that. Give yourself some time and it will work out, I hope. I'll always be crossing fingers for ya~ :) <3
Lily: Heartlimehoney on May 7th, 2011 01:48 am (UTC)

Well, I'm a little better now. Haha, I'm like bursting out my feelings by rambling on and on. Now that my emotions are out, it's time to move on. *Nods*

Thanks. <3
Mishiro: sora & piyomon | i'm here for youhoenn on May 7th, 2011 09:35 am (UTC)
I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better, dear~ :) That's the spirit, time for us to move on and believe that tomorrow will be a better day! <3

You're welcome! :3